i've been crying for the past 15 mins.

So here I was, about to log on to Moodle to do online Chinese papers but suddenly just thought if I shld go to the class blog to see if it was dead. And to my VERY pleasant surprise, I saw instead how alive it IS. Seems like in the past 5 days I haven't been online, I have been missing out on SO, so much that's been happening.

So, as the subject says, I've been crying for the past 10-15 minutes, just reading everyone's post on this blog, on each of your individual blogs as well. All talking about rachel and selvan, etc. I was so, so, touched to see (like rach said), so much love going around. Really. I don't think I'm gonna write what everybody else has been writing cos that's also how i feel. Like how much we'll miss the 2 of them and such. How we'll still be there for each other. How we'll all push each other to the best that all of us can be.

Now, personally to Rachel;
girl i am sorry for the bottomest of my heart i haven't really been there for you this whole period (oh shucks im starting to tear again). Really SORRY. I'm not very good at comforting people especially those close to me, I just keep quiet and let other people do the talking. So i really do apologise, cos I treat you as my best friend in this class. I still rmb how we met, haha, and every other memory we've shared from that moment. Like I said in my last post, you really never ever fail to make me laugh at least 5 times in 1 day i see you. Never met anyone like you, how fortunate I am to have known and spent so many waking hours with you! I haven't actually accepted the reality yet...I'm don't want to let you go. Not ready to. In fact I don't think I ever will. Sometimes, I wish I'd pushed you harder...but I thought with your 9pts from Os you'd be able to breeze through promos. I really should have just pushed you...and now, a huge part of my life is going to be missing. I love you Rachel. I'll hug you everytime I see you next year :D Will definitely keep praying for you, do remember to always thank Him and praise Him, and look to Him for guidance and seek solace in Him. I know you'll remember all the love shared among 06a2 and all the precious memories. *hugs

p.s. met Nicole ytd at church, and she says she misses you, and to hurry come and catch up with her! :)

Ok, now to Selvan;
haha, you know what? I honestly thought you were weird. kept quiet the whole time. And when you did open our mouth, you were so...soft! Haha. But anyways soon enough I found out how humorous you are. And we "bonded" over soccer too, haha. (Frank Lampard still rocks and so does Chelsea anyway. Haha.) Anyway, I hope you've made the right decision in going private yeah (which wasn't really your decision right. but nvm) and continue to work hard. I was impressed with your change of heart towards academia after the CTs. Really I was. Well so anyway just would like to wish you a good journey towards the As, will be praying for you too. And make it for our class outings and stuff ok!!!! Hmph. AND, it would be nice if you dispelled all kinds of vulgarities from your life too, thank you very much. Ahha.

To the rest of the class;
I'll write you all your separate "tributes" and give them to you soon enough lah ok! :)

I LOVE ALL OF YOU SO MUCH!