hey rach, i know ure gg thru a difficult period,it is so tough but yet uve got to pick it really carefully bcoz that will determine ur future. so all in all, the decision will lie in u. uve stated so many choices, and in a way uve imagined how life will be like for each and every choices..
but yet i want to give u a piece of advice, and hope u'll heed it.
Dont run away from difficulties in life,uve got to go thru it before you learn.
no,im not someone great or brave.but i just feel that the truth is everyone needs atleast a huge obstacle in life before they learn to grow. u know uve got a problem with staying focus etc.. but yet u dont know how exactly are u gonna go about solving that problem.
u know u have been having this problem since sec1, but yet u still managed to pass ur Os and other exams with aces.
so when will u ever chg? when will u ever feel less complacent?
1)by moving to a whole new environment (eg international sch) when everyones' just like u, having fun and doing things at the pace they want it to be?
2)by taking private As where u need'nt face the embarassement ,and can put the past yr of mistakes behind?
3)Or by being retained? (yes,the embarassment,pain,misery..and pay the price..)
now u look at the 3 options and u'll prolly think all of them sucks.
but look, this is wad life is about.
im not trying to be mean here by wanting u to learn ur lesson and go thru a whole lot of pain before finally learning.not everyone can go thru it, but u know we are all here and knowing there are frens out there who cares and loves u just the same,makes the problems so much easier to go thru...
u always say 'zihui have gone thru so much more', but i look back at the 2 yrs of tears,then i think its nothing anymore. not like it dosent hurt when i think abt it or how bitter life was,but really i wldnt be who i am today if not for the 2 yrs. (yes,i inculcated all the hardworkingness,independence blahblahblah there).
rach,uve got a strong character and i admire u for that just as much. uve said ' i wanna complete smt that ive alrd started' that coming out from anybody caught in this situation is alrd amazing. wadeva ur decision is, the next yr/s will b a huge obstacle just as well.. but you will go thru it and survive thru just like me.
but yet i want to give u a piece of advice, and hope u'll heed it.
Dont run away from difficulties in life,uve got to go thru it before you learn.
no,im not someone great or brave.but i just feel that the truth is everyone needs atleast a huge obstacle in life before they learn to grow. u know uve got a problem with staying focus etc.. but yet u dont know how exactly are u gonna go about solving that problem.
u know u have been having this problem since sec1, but yet u still managed to pass ur Os and other exams with aces.
so when will u ever chg? when will u ever feel less complacent?
1)by moving to a whole new environment (eg international sch) when everyones' just like u, having fun and doing things at the pace they want it to be?
2)by taking private As where u need'nt face the embarassement ,and can put the past yr of mistakes behind?
3)Or by being retained? (yes,the embarassment,pain,misery..and pay the price..)
now u look at the 3 options and u'll prolly think all of them sucks.
but look, this is wad life is about.
im not trying to be mean here by wanting u to learn ur lesson and go thru a whole lot of pain before finally learning.not everyone can go thru it, but u know we are all here and knowing there are frens out there who cares and loves u just the same,makes the problems so much easier to go thru...
u always say 'zihui have gone thru so much more', but i look back at the 2 yrs of tears,then i think its nothing anymore. not like it dosent hurt when i think abt it or how bitter life was,but really i wldnt be who i am today if not for the 2 yrs. (yes,i inculcated all the hardworkingness,independence blahblahblah there).
rach,uve got a strong character and i admire u for that just as much. uve said ' i wanna complete smt that ive alrd started' that coming out from anybody caught in this situation is alrd amazing. wadeva ur decision is, the next yr/s will b a huge obstacle just as well.. but you will go thru it and survive thru just like me.
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