freedom fightarhs!!!

you know my parents were just having a major quarrel over sexual innuendo HAHA. my mum's totally against my dad's loose usage of the term screwed up due to an ugly experience in her youth. so here's something to think about. we use it cause it's common and there's not much else that expresses the same emotions when you basically. screw sth up haha. but really screw, the f word, or any curse word i come up with. like "oh doinks/zwat/higgledy-diggledy-ding! i forgot to put deodorant!" it means the same thing. and whether it's an expression/emotion, innocently/ignorantly expressed, or sth of much deeper darker value, it's debatable. i guess we should all make that extra effort to censor ourselves more haha.

ANYWAY. HERE'S THE TENTATIVE AFTER PROMOS PLANS FOR FRIDAY!!!!!

there are a few options. take your pick:

one-ness: dress code is formal with make up on the top, and FBTS on the bottom, paired with heels for the girls. and guys if you so wish. as i always say(or rather will always say from now on) our class very basically comprises of girls, and NON-girls. hahahahaha. location is esplanade to celebrate mooncake fest with lanterns and talk cock about the moon and it's naked splendor in the cool night sky. alternativly we run about wishing people merry christmas instead as suggested by deborah chia, just for the sake of celebrating the wrong event.

two-ness: we go for a safari/bird watching trek from the botanic gardens all the wat down town. everyone should have a bird watching mechanism with them(binoculars! and pervert cameras) and we'll go as far as to observe the crows along the road down town.

three-ness: stalk DL. HAHAHAHAHA. i think this one would be exciting. provided he even has a partay life and leaves school.

four-ness: (i think this one's a winner too hahaha) first we go down to mustafa or sth and buy cheap costumes or accessories or sth. then we all head downtown to catch a BOLLYWOOD MOVIE! as a class. in character! selvan and mat can translate.

hokay. get back to me on this. or rather keep the silly tagboard alive and tag your respose. please keep this blog from dying! where's our funky class spirit! eh we need to make sure we are on the way to own the school and totally exploit our positions as j2s next year hahahaha.

love like a red red rose !ho

apocalypse

together. forever.
no more. no longer.
i put you on
a trophy for show
embellished onto my smile
carved into my soul
bleeding for this world
seething through the construction
of our relationship
which wasn't meant to last
but we held on for so long

you aged into me
cool against my lips
sculpted my persona
you were my confidence
which hugged and tied me closer
to the life i wish i had
allowed me to draw this circle
defined within my square

and all else dissipated
till there was just you and me
advancing retreating creating repeating
oh how i longed to kiss

went on believing we'd be together forever
till old age caressed our relationship
now servered.

you stranded me alone again dire and windswept.

no lurid pearls
only leftover taste in my mouth
gleaming by the lull
raw after the battle.


yes people. i have removed my braces. NOOOOOO!!!!

sighhhh i loved them so much. i look like a freak now without them. when my wisdom teeth come out and mess up my teeth arrangement back in they go i tell you! watch this space for a dl collage in the near future!!! and help me by passing me your unwanted cool juink okay? read my tags.

at least i still have a2! love(:

i can't believe the things you say!!!!

i now know the two things that are on my mind the most. and it was presented to me in yesterday's dream. hence i now know.

they are as follows: SALAMI. and DISNEYWORLD.

hahahahahaha. first i dreamt about eating salami and how there just wasn't enough of the kind i like best sighhh so sad. like i wanted the nice normal ones, but then to get to it i first had to eat through a pile of mediocre tasting blue cheese ones(that don't exist in reality) icks. hahahaha that's my life people people hey hey hey!

then the second part of my dream consisted of my WHOLE family visiting disneyland. like all my aunts and uncles and cousins hahahaha. which should be fun right? but hooo nooo. when i tried to explain to them what disneyland was about, and attempted to plan which rides to target first, they didn't listen! they refused to queue for the rides and instead sat down at this restaurant to EAT. SIGHHHHH!!!! so sad la!!! and when i finally went on the rides, it being a dream, and as dreams do they don't make sense, the rides were mutated and freaky. sigh there goes the disney dream. like the tower of terror became some assembly line thing. and expedition everest became a slide with snowballs. not fun at all. just scary crap. )))):

by the way i visited the UOB painting of the year exhibition at the esplanade on sat after watching forbidden city(which rocked!) and yeah you can see why we didn't win anything hahaha. the pieces that won were fantastic. whooo i felt inspired! photos weren't allowed but i snuck some anyway. and i'm damn lame la in half of them the view is blocked my my file and fingers which i used to hide my phone with. see how bad my aiming skills are...

as a takeaway (sheesh takeaways. stupid PW. diedieDIEEEE!!!) check this cool shat out: http://www.todayonline.com/articles/141260.asp

about rumours regarding a disney in singapore. i guess it's highly unlikely but I DON'T CARE i'm going to pretend it's happening and i'm in love. i want to like. start a petition to get disney on or sth. honestly a realy disney park wouldn't work in singapore. the magic kindom would be spoilt by the weather and the people in singapore who just don't get it. however i think that a spin-off park would be perfect. sth different and customised to singapore. coincidentially enough when reading this article i realised they have some similar plans so yay! i've got the makings of a disney immagineer. whooo! tokyo has disney sea, paris has disney studios. so singapore can have like disney singa or disney sang nila utama or sth. HAHAHAHAHA. that's courtsey of my mum. anyway i was so excited, i'm using this theme/idea for my art promos project!!!! longing to go to disneyland. haha lalala.

okay over and outtt. my ass is stout.

sighhh...

ANYONE WANTS TO GO KALLANG MACS STUDY?!?! haha... i think its a very niceplace to study...yup...im bored i got nth to do...hahaha ohoh i can show one of my collection...got disney princesses leh.. im moving house so it wont be like that already.. i can show u part of my shelves.. i took the pictures to spot check my maid coz... mum want to catch whether she got clean anot...




















Can see this is the part of my shelf...ehh the top ones are the princesses i got frm the states but those macdonald ones and some im thinking of selling anyone wants?!?!?!?!?!?!?! hahahha.... coz my new hse cannot fit..wait...i got more...





















eh see the second shelf.. is the FULL SET of the macdonald's bear collection another one wants it??? hahahhaa... i dont know what i want to keep leh.. is like my room got alot of things to move but my new room is very small...then plus i would have to put my collector barbie dolls in it and thus there would not be ne more space.. wait.. last shelf!!!





















hahah cute rite all my small toys... see the snoopy..any?!?! actually other than those i think i wont keep most of them.. the most i packed them in a box and put in the store.. oh wait i must show u my sis dog collection!!!!!!





















hahaha nice rite..but sadly this whole shelf would be moved to my new house so i guess my sis wont want to part with any of her dogs... hahah see i add pictures to our blog... is like recently our blog no pic like v wordy so yup take this chance to show u part of my hse... oh my maid cleans ALL these shelves 4 of them once a week so mum ask me take pic to see find evidence that she clean as in if u never clean then no movement of positions lah.. hahaha.... i just finish doing my part for pw... waiting for parents to come back.. oh this reminds me i hafta take picture of my hse before leaving it... haha ive been in this hse for 10 years.. going to a new place now wonder what it would be like.... :):) ohoh study hard for promos k..sighhhh

hey cheryl, thanks for the update on siying. its kindof worrying to hear bt her condition. coz i msged up on wed/tues ( i forgot) and she was still saying she's better. but now, she's backt o the hospital =/ sighs. okok, everybody! PLS PRAY FOR HER K!! anyway to cheryl & zhao. TB is contagious. so u guys better take precaution when u all visited her yea?


omg, did u all realised its a FRIDAY ALRD!!!!!!!! this is madness!!!! i havent had enough of my holiday. dread schhhhhhh.

Hi guys! Just to update a bit on Siying. She was discharged on Wednesday morning, but she had a relapse in the evening just when Zhao and I visited her, so she went in again that very same day. She's still coughing, but she says she's trying to repress it a bit so she won't cough blood any more, but yeah she still coughs. When I visited her in the hospital today she coughed some blood out once, and it is damn scary to see blood on a piece of tissue. Imagine what she's going through! She can still say that's only a bit. Siying also told me when she had her relapse she coughed until her whole towel was full of blood.... EEEE!

Pray for her, because if Siying continues coughing badly she's going to have to undergo surgery to remove the part of the lung that's infected. Hopefully she won't have to...

Anyway she's in East Shore Hospital, on the 4th floor, in this really dreary room with ugly paintings and a TV that only shows local channels and HBO. And all she can't get out of the room, and she's been there since last Friday, except the few hours when she was discharged on Wed?

She also says a big "HI!" to all of you guys, and that she misses all of you loads. She also pops 14 pills a day, and her pee is orange in colour. It's a side effect of one of the medicines. Yeah, it's methyl orange. Kind of freaky. She says she tries not to pee too much. And she's like permanently hooked up to a drip, and all the people around her have to wear masks.

So do visit her if you can, East Shore hospital is near the place where we went to eat kueh and stuff for Chinese enrichment. There's Buses 15, 33, which are directly outside the hospital, and 13, 55 and 966 along Still Road. Got to walk in a bit though. 33 comes from Bedok MRT direct, and 13, 15, and 966 from opposite Eunos MRT.

so realised that i haven't blogged for a long time so i shall post now. anyway i feel the need to do something other then study.ok attempt to study. man i'm going to screw promos if i don't start working hard!! i've really tried to study i really have but well you know me. shit. should have gone poly huh. sigh
ok getting depressing. hmmm. so yesterday i got food poisoning. was pooping so much in the morning i got fed up and brought my math into the toilet with me and used my toilet seat as a table when i wasn't using it for other things. and i was supposed to go do PW too. ( yeah this wld be the first time my group has started doing PW days before the deadline haha) in the afternoon i managed to make it to the doc without having any accidents along the way. got medicine and now i cant poop at all. and you know what happens when i have so much shit in me!?! i become grumpy. haha. brother made a smart decision to go out today. heh. hmmm. me & my shit. good book title eh?
man and the pavement outside my house is getting redone so they've been drilling holes in it all day!! i'd like to go outside and tell 'em which hole they should be putting that drill into!!!! sigh. see what studying does to me? i become like my great-grumpy-grandma, God rest her soul. sheeshhh. so i'm apologising in advance if i'm mean to anyone during this period. eugene don't say i didn't warn you. haha.
anyways i think i'm going to study tmr. i have tuition you see. starts at 9 in the morning. such an unearthly hour. so much for freaking holidays!! sigh. so yes WAGORS u have been informed. oh and i think i'm going to drop out of wagors. there shld be a rule that your wagor cant be your friend right? cos it's kinda weird. so since BOTH my wagors are friends then well that leaves me wagorless. haha so yeah. until another wagor catches my eye i guess im going to have to leave. sniff sniff...
oh and how's siying??!? rachel got any update on her yet??
so i'm off to finish math. oh and did you know that i found out yday that selvan has finished ALL his holiday homework?!?! well done man!!! haha
study hard my dear classmates cos it'd suck if we don't get promoted as a class ):

wow thanks rachel for that wonderful update on your shopping trip! Haha.

Anyway, HSM 2 IS SET FOR RELEASE IN 2007. get excited! :D

pumpkin latte!!!!

oh people i am HIGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

cause i met measure at starbucks!!!! yess finally my turn for some action. gogogome! thanks for all your support though jade haha. despite my wanting to personally strangle you. okayy the story is: my siblings go for tuition at learning lab at united square, so usually my mum will bring her work to starbucks and wait there for them to finish, and sometimes i tag along to study. so i do normally go there k! i'm not completely despo pathetic hahaha. so today my mum was like who wants to go study at starbucks? and i was like i do i doooo!!!! hhaha but i didn't expect to really meet him la cause it was at night already. i wanted to get out of the house too to stop myself falling asleep. so yeah when i got there he was no where around so i just went ayiaaa and went inside to enjoy the beauuutiful sofas and read my today newspaper haha. (cause he usually sits outside. but someone was smoking so i wasn't going to be a fool and inhale second hand smoke for someone who prolly wouldn't turn up. besides i get very distracted sitting outside. i keep looking at the people walking past....) so yessss sigh what a wonderful sofa atmosphere haha. read about steve irwin(sigh he's so wonderful. poor guy i hope he was christian) and hk disneyland not meeting their expected visitor target( why cause firstly the rides suck. no thunder mountain??? no haunted mansion or pirates??? no peter pan??? what sort of park is that! and secondly hk sucks la pls the people there don't have disney culture instilled in them they don't understand the wonder.)

then went to pee. and detoured to OP which was right outside starbucks cause there's a sale going on. there's this skirt not bad going for ten bucks i think i'll get it on thurs when i go there again while waiting to watch this singapore film with my art class. i want it cause it's cheap and looks really good for some mutation. i'll experiment bleaching some parts then dying others to create my own design yay! maybe sew on appliques eventually. hmmm haven't decided yet. buy first then work on it after promos. i then walked back out to starbucks to share my idea with my mum and get money but she distracts me by telling me they are giving free samples of cake inside hahaha. (i didn't get any in the end anyway sigh) then as i'm about to walk in i like come face to face with measure la haha. cause he was sitting outside. i was like super surprised cause it was 9! so late and he still wants to go there to study(but i think he was the only one haha). he was sitting at the table next to my mum's (uh and i was sitting inside with the nice sofas remb?) and he was with this girl. so yeah he looked quite surprised to see me too but he waved! hahahaha. so yeah i went back in totally forgetting about the skirt haha and tried to call mindy but the woman was sleeping! sigh hahha. so yeah i just went about doing my own stuff la. math to be specific. tutorial 3.1. HAHAHA!!! i'm pathetic. later on when i went out to talk to my mum about sth i saw wei yan just settle down with them which was like whoa! everyone's here! (some a1 girls were at some other tables too. wei ting cindy jia qi and someone else. i bet they were stalking measure! stuuuupid! me and mindy have dibs okayy. you copycats!) so i chatted with her a little. she said they got chased off the other day cause you aren't allowed to study there. then i was like what the! but everyone's studying now. and my mum just had to interject and say correction, everyone but me was studying. sigh! i was reading newpaper! it's like studying for gp! hahaha. but i think measure kinda laughed at that haha. so blah blah that's about it. i got a ncie pumpkin latte. niceeee. but my sister was in a bad mood and got angry cause i bought sth she didn't want to drink. i think she went outside to complain about me to my mum so i bet they must have heard some bad things about me haiyo haha. serious though my sis was in a bad mood! i didn't do anything!

they went off just before 10 i think. and they didn't say bye. hahaha i mean i was inside so i guess it's not natural to walk in and look for me just to say bye. but i would! hahaha. i'm so friendly lalala!!! i'm the happy dancing flower song girl! so yes let's just see if i meet him again on thursday afternoon hehheh. how do you measure a man? (sings clay aiken) by visiting starbucks with the lovely arm chairs!

free nail polish!

okayyyyzxsxzs just to let you guys know si ying has been diagnosed with TB in the intermediate stage which is pretty shocking and freaky. really weird in this time and at our age. she's in tan tock seng hospital i believe. i asked if she wanted us to visit her but she said depressingly the nurses there all walk around with masks. so i guess it's not too good an idea. talk about alienation haha. i don't see how laughter can be the best medicine in such circumstances. someone should bring in patch adams. the local version. pa-chi ah den-si. (okay now we know why i failed chinese) she's got a tv there but it shows sucky stuff hahaha. our dear ole daryl lim said he wanted to go down and visit her! wahhh.... hahaha. props man. props. uh really hope he doesn't get it though. i don't want another reason to run away from him. yeah sorry i sound so mean haha. but i said props what! good job dl for being nice!

sooo i'm calling on all you guys out there to provide moral support in the form of mushy smses, or maybe lame jokes might be more entertaining. do PRAY for poor si ying too okay? the power of prayer warriors in God.

andddd to also WATCH YOUR OWN HEALTH. hello TB is CONTAGIOUS and we are all in GRAVE DANGER!!! AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! okay maybe we're not. the wonders of modern medicine make it curable. much unlike the outcome of satine nicole kidman in moulin rouge as my mother came to educate me. i mean we all took bcg in pri 6? i didn't i passed the test yay! and they got rid of it cause we didn't need it or sth... i dunno la. but anyway you don't wanna get sick la it's freaky. i'm freaked out. cause i'm kinda sick right now. mildly so but still sick with like a running nose and a sore throat and a cough. so pray for me too haha. that i'll be well and i don't have tb. pray for yourselves too that you will be well and not have tb. and pray for everyone in this world too that they will be well and not have tb or cancer or aids and other terrible things. speaking of which i feel pretty concerned about cheryl. i think i'm gonna sms her. cause if there's anyone who's been coughing and evidently sick. it's her. yeah.. pray for cheryl okay!

um i think i sound pretty scary. so just to let you guys know. everything aside my dad says the chances of getting it are slim la. so for now just stay healthy for your own sake anyway and be happy. happy WAGORS thoughts people! take antioxidants, echinacea(flu preventive) um... all sorts of stuff la go gnc on a healthy shopping spree with your mummy.

on a lighter note..... today after church for lunch my family went to paragon. and there i went to metro is it? and went to the anna sui counter and sprayed free tester perfume on a paper thing and kept it in my wallet(: thenn i put free tester nail polish on my right thumb! when i asked how much it was to look like i was remotely interested in buying it at least. i found out one peewny bottle was over 20 bucks. siaooooo. so i ran off and tried some other weird jap brand nail polish on my remaining right hand nails. and boyyyy 20 bucks but you can see the difference!!! the anna sui one i tried was this clear glittery thing, and i compared it to a similar one from the obiang jap brand. not only does the anna sui one look like DIAMONDS in comparison, but it SMELLS like PEACHES! oooooooo feminine luxuries. haha i look like a freak sniffing my thumb but it smells nice leh! from now on everytime i see an anna sui counter i'm getting my free nail polish!!!! soon i will have to adopt disguises so they won't chase me off. but it's worth it. go give it a shot! hahahahahahah.

i'm charactably crazy. don't you guys just LOVE me???? i do hope you read what i write though haha.