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hey guys band concert rocked!!!! good job mindy(: yayyy.

though now i'm confused and depressed all over again cause i wanna quit choir and join band. which can teach me so much more. but like choir's a comfort zone. it's what i'm good at and i've got friends there already. plus i dunno if they'll let me quit. and it's like impossible to join band since i dunno how to play anything and next year is syf so it'll be hard. but then i'm so sick of choir! in any case i was thinking of quitting to focus on my horrid studies. and then if i could join band i'd soo die cause i'd have nooo time left at all. but if that's the case and i dont try i'll probably never get to learn another instrument properly and play in a band. and blah blah blah bleargh! :( and i wanted to take up dance outside of school too. maybe i should just quit choir first anyway then see how? but that's stupid. it's only one more year to go i might as well hang on and get a complete testimonial. instead of just quitting so abruptly. but i dont wanna be in choir anymore. not really. i mean i won't die of course i love singing. but i thinking about what could be a better choice. HELPPPP. i pray for God to show me His way the best way.


okay and by the way guys i dunno this techno party thing is so not planned properly and people like can't make it. so i'm thinking maybe we just push this alll the way to the end of the year, and really have a proper party. maybe tied in with christmas or sth. i'll talk to you all abt it tmr in school. oh noooo mindy won't be around :(((( i'm gonna be lonely during gp!!!