nerds unite!

oh nooooo STUPID BLOGSPOT. i just wrote such a lonnnnng post and it got lost. ARGHHHH!!!!!

anyway nerds rock. as i always say to know true coolnessity you have to dare to make a fool of yourself. as the deborahs have demonstrated. well done! i'm proud of you guys(: the other photo is my updated painting. still have to paint in the annoying small people and FIX THE GROSS EYES. i'm sick of my painting. i've been spending too much time with it hrumph. though i like the fact that the "rocks" at the bottom right hand corner look like they are sticking out!

anyway homemakers sucks. i kinda regret joining though i can't quit now. it's not cause i don't like the people or i'm not interested in the idea or whatever. but it's just not anything like the idealised club i wanted it to be. i joined cause i wanted to make it funky and hip. the way it should be. this avenue to create, self express. learn to be independent, appreciate aspects of lifestyle. take the awesomeness of jamie oliver for example. but really what this club is, is a nurturing session for mrs lim's ideal future daughters in law. they might deny it, but the whole darn thing is crisp and clinical. and i can't even being to do anything about it cause that's the way it has to say by principal's orders. i do know can't do a better job than anyone else in the school given this context, cause i can't find it in me to produce anything with all this blurred organisation. but i know i could produce sth much better if i were an entrepreneur or sth with the freedom to do my own thang. and i should have realised that i can never work it if i'm in a school, with all its stringent practices. sighhh. i'm a fool.

how to do EOM ah? i have no idea!